HOLY SHIT DID IT HAPPEN FOR REAL I CAN'T EVENKJFHDFJHFKAHKSAH!!!
No, seriously, I don't have words to describe how much happy and surprised I am right now. I don't even know if I'm spelling words right since I'm tired and excited as well oh God xDDD I can't believe I got a DD on this
I was nearly shocked when I opened up my page and read:"Congrats for the DD!"...I was like: "What? I've never got a...Oh shit wait a second!!!"
I must admit, this came out on a very difficult time for me, as for some reason I didn't feel good with my drawings recently...A lot of shit happened around me that made me think I'm not worth, that what I do is nothing special. I got to meet people who, only for personal tastes, called 'awful' every type of art and style that they didn't like, even if they actually didn't have anything wrong: art is expression, can someone really say a picture is 'awful' just because they don't consider a particular style "art"? As long as a picture, a poem, a photo or a comic tells something, well, that's art
. I happened to be in that group of "ostracized people" for no apparent reason: the day before they said my art was very good, the very next day, no, it was awful. I was weak, because I let them destroy the already poor self-confidence I had in me.
Then I got this, and I felt a lot lighter...I know that I'm not THAT special, a lot of people deserve this honour more than me, still I want to say thank you, because you made me realize that I'm worth something, even just a little.
I'm not going to start a drama about what is art and what is not, I just want to say to those people who's having my same problem: hey, there's nothing wrong with you. If you feel your art is poor, improve, and if you feel your art is good, then improve even more, so no one can ever tell you what you do is "awful". Don't let you be discouraged by words, be able to tell apart constructive critiques and opinions. They're both personal thoughts, but one makes you stronger, the other destroys you.
That said, I want to say again thanks, thanks from the deep of my heart for this great honour!!!
I'm going to reply to all the notes tomorrow, I'm sorry I'm so sleepy right now @____@